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this better be good as time goes by time time just over a year ago I had the idea to start documenting my life and the next 12 months proceeded with filming my life fairly
這最好是好的。隨著時間流逝，時間...就在一年多前，我有了開始記錄我生活的想法，接下來的 12 個月我相當持續地拍攝我的生活
consistently what began as an attempt to reconnect with my creative process soon turned into much more that is as far as I go and suffice it to say I learned from it
一開始是想重新連結我的創作過程，很快就變成了更多。這就是我能走到的極限。可以說我從中學到了很多
all it took me to a place beyond what I set out to do yes girl at the time it seemed like a small simple challenge but little did I know it would completely
這一切帶我到達了我最初設定之外的地方。是的女孩！當時它看起來像是一個小小的、簡單的挑戰，但我不知道它會完全
change my life before this I was making videos here and there but everything I was doing didn't feel creatively fulfilling enough nothing was working at this point
改變我的生活。在這之前，我東拍一個西拍一個影片，但我做的一切都不夠有創意滿足感。什麼都不管用。在這個時候
I was losing hope making a single video took ages and at the same time I had become bored and comfortable with what I was making I had always wanted to be a
我開始失去希望。做一支影片要花很長的時間，同時我對自己做的東西變得無聊和安於現狀。我一直想成為一個
YouTuber but I was tired of things not working out so in one final act before Calling it Quits I decided I was going to do something I was always interested
YouTuber，但我對事情不順利感到厭倦了。所以在放棄之前的最後一搏，我決定做一件我一直有興趣但從沒做過的事
in but never did I was going to Vlog I set out on my mission for the next year I told myself I would keep things loose keep a playful and to get
我要開始 Vlog。我開始了我的任務，接下來一年我告訴自己要保持輕鬆、保持玩樂心態、擺脫完美主義
out of my perfectionism I would do one video a week I don't know why I said that I started looking for stories and Big Adventures and more often mundane every
我要一週做一支影片。我不知道為什麼我這麼說。我開始尋找故事和大冒險，更多時候是平凡的每一天
day I didn't want to think too much about it I just wanted to do something that I loved and to get in touch with my self-expression again without being
我不想想太多，我只想做我喜歡的事，重新接觸我的自我表達，不被外在影響所左右
affected by external influences and for the most part it worked I felt excited about making things again and I finally found something that felt like me but even with all this new found resolve
大部分時候這確實有效。我又對創作感到興奮了，我終於找到了感覺像是我的東西。但即使有了這些新發現的決心
there were still some things that were unexpected oh no this is a good idea why oh my God it's open already to say I learned a lot on this journey would be an
仍然有一些意想不到的事情。噢不，這是個好主意，為什麼...天哪它已經打開了！說我在這段旅程中學到了很多
understatement it was somewhere between the late nights Miss deadlines and generally trying to keep up that I quickly figured out that this was different than anything else I've attempted
真是輕描淡寫。在那些熬夜、錯過截止日期、以及試圖跟上的過程中，我很快就發現這和我之前嘗試的任何事情都不一樣
before I went from creating ever so often to every single day and despite my best efforts to feel prepar going into each new story there were times where it
我從偶爾創作變成每天都在創作。儘管我盡最大努力為每個新故事做準備，有時候事情
didn't happen like that at all whether schedules would change shots wouldn't work out or inspiration suddenly falling flat it's cold it's so cold it's cold but despite those things it forced me to
根本不是那樣發生的。不管是時程改變、拍攝不順利、還是靈感突然枯竭。好冷，好冷，好冷。但儘管如此，這迫使我
think of Creative Solutions make decisions quickly and just Embrace what was in front of me and let things unfold for itself I feel like I've been in like random ass locations this entire video
想出創意解決方案、快速做決定、接受眼前的一切，讓事情自然展開。我覺得這整支影片我都在一些奇怪的地點
and honestly it that's what's happening it was invaluable to experiment with different formats and stories you get to see what sticks and what doesn't you let go of imperfections often and learn more
老實說，這就是正在發生的事。嘗試不同的格式和故事是非常寶貴的，你可以看到什麼行得通什麼行不通，你經常放下不完美，每次都學到更多
about your process each time it was the most videos I've ever made and the most s I've ever lost but for once it was also the most something had ever felt
關於你的過程。這是我做過最多的影片，也是我睡眠最少的時候，但這也是第一次有什麼東西感覺這麼對
right I did not reach my original goal of making something every single week but if I didn't set my goal that high I wouldn't have even made half of what I
我沒有達到每週做一支的原始目標，但如果我沒有把目標定那麼高，我連一半都做不到
did but as usual we overestimate what we can do in a week but underestimate what we can achieve in a year I always thought there was a beauty to
但一如往常，我們高估了一週能做的事，卻低估了一年能達成的成就。我一直覺得記錄生活有一種美
documenting your life to have an archive of memories to look back on to remember how you felt in that moment it taught me that there was always still more to go and that life
有一個回憶檔案可以回顧，記住你在那個時刻的感受。這教會我總是還有更多要走，生活流逝得很快，不管你準備好了沒有
moves fast whether or not you're ready for it at the beginning of this challenge I said I wanted to live like the main character and romanticize as much of the ordinary as I
在這個挑戰開始時，我說我想像主角一樣生活，盡可能把平凡浪漫化
could there is no way I could have known at the time but this idea was about to change my life I saw stories in the ordinary the
當時我不可能知道，但這個想法即將改變我的生活。我在平凡中看到故事
Magic in the mundane did things I was always shy to and lived how I always wanted to even some things I could have never believed and found a little bit
在平凡中發現魔法，做了我一直害羞去做的事，過著我一直想要的生活，甚至是一些我從未相信的事，每次都發現更多一點的自己
more of myself each time in between there's only a handful of times we feel this innate tug towards an idea and R still are the moments we choose to follow
我們一生中只有少數幾次會對一個想法有這種本能的牽引，更罕見的是我們選擇跟隨的時刻
it and even then we'll fail and almost quit a dozen times but all it takes is to show up the next day till something finally clicks all in all looking back
即便如此，我們還是會失敗，幾乎放棄十幾次，但只需要隔天出現，直到某件事終於成功。總的來說回顧
at the past year observing my relationship with creating and how that has evolved from what it was I found the things I actually really love to make I understand myself much
過去這一年，觀察我與創作的關係以及它如何從最初演變，我找到了我真正喜歡做的東西，我更了解自己
more as an artist as a person how I like to create and how I don't and what I would do different going forward and I wouldn't have done any of
作為藝術家、作為一個人、我喜歡怎麼創作、不喜歡怎麼創作、以及我未來會做什麼不同的事。如果我一直只做我知道的事，我不會做任何
that if I always just stuck to what I knew but as always what we fear doing most is usually what we most need to do I had no idea that one small
這些。但一如往常，我們最害怕做的事通常是我們最需要做的事。我不知道一個小小的
commitment would lead to the most craziest year of my life but whatever forces were behind that I'm glad I listened I don't know if I will ever
承諾會導致我人生中最瘋狂的一年，但不管背後是什麼力量，我很高興我聽了。我不知道我是否能
truly be able to express how I feel about this all so you're just going to have to take my word for it but for what it's worth know the weight is for a
真正表達我對這一切的感受，所以你只能相信我的話。但不管怎樣，要知道等待是有原因的
reason the risk will be worth it and you never really know what will work until you do it hello here we are I know this video was
冒險是值得的，你永遠不知道什麼會成功，直到你去做。嗨，我們來了。我知道這支影片
supposed to come out a while ago but we got there in the end and I just wanted to come on here and say thank you for the past year honestly it has been the
應該更早出來，但我們最終還是做到了。我只是想來這裡說聲謝謝過去這一年。老實說這是
most surreal time of my life and I could not have asked for a more supportive audience throughout it all it made creating on here such a joy and all the
我人生中最超現實的時期，我不可能要求一個更支持我的觀眾。這讓在這裡創作成為一種樂趣，所有的
support was so encouraging every time I want to try something new throughout the year and experiment we started off this challenge at 7,000 subscribers and it is just insane to say that there's over
支持在我全年想嘗試新東西和實驗時都非常鼓勵。我們開始這個挑戰時有 7,000 訂閱者，現在說有超過
700,000 of you now but I'm very excited for the next chapter and all the things that I have up my sleeve I got some I
700,000 個你們真是太瘋狂了。但我對下一章和我袖子裡的所有東西都非常興奮。我有一些
got some ideas so I just want to come on here and say from the bottom of my heart thank you for such an amazing year like I could not have even imagined what was
想法，所以我只是想來這裡發自內心地說謝謝你們這麼精彩的一年，我連想都想不到會發生什麼
going to happen um but if you've been following along then we know that it's been it's been quite the ride but for now in the meantime you can find me on
但如果你一直在關注，那我們都知道這真的是一段旅程。但現在在此同時，你可以在
Instagram at life of Frieza and I will see you in the next season
Instagram 上找到我 @lifeofFrieza，我們下一季見
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this better be good as time goes by time time just over a year ago I had the idea to start documenting my life and the next 12 months proceeded with filming my life fairly
這最好是好的。隨著時間流逝，時間...就在一年多前，我有了開始記錄我生活的想法，接下來的 12 個月我相當持續地拍攝我的生活
consistently what began as an attempt to reconnect with my creative process soon turned into much more that is as far as I go and suffice it to say I learned from it
一開始是想重新連結我的創作過程，很快就變成了更多。這就是我能走到的極限。可以說我從中學到了很多
all it took me to a place beyond what I set out to do yes girl at the time it seemed like a small simple challenge but little did I know it would completely
這一切帶我到達了我最初設定之外的地方。是的女孩！當時它看起來像是一個小小的、簡單的挑戰，但我不知道它會完全
change my life before this I was making videos here and there but everything I was doing didn't feel creatively fulfilling enough nothing was working at this point
改變我的生活。在這之前，我東拍一個西拍一個影片，但我做的一切都不夠有創意滿足感。什麼都不管用。在這個時候
I was losing hope making a single video took ages and at the same time I had become bored and comfortable with what I was making I had always wanted to be a
我開始失去希望。做一支影片要花很長的時間，同時我對自己做的東西變得無聊和安於現狀。我一直想成為一個
YouTuber but I was tired of things not working out so in one final act before Calling it Quits I decided I was going to do something I was always interested
YouTuber，但我對事情不順利感到厭倦了。所以在放棄之前的最後一搏，我決定做一件我一直有興趣但從沒做過的事
in but never did I was going to Vlog I set out on my mission for the next year I told myself I would keep things loose keep a playful and to get
我要開始 Vlog。我開始了我的任務，接下來一年我告訴自己要保持輕鬆、保持玩樂心態、擺脫完美主義
out of my perfectionism I would do one video a week I don't know why I said that I started looking for stories and Big Adventures and more often mundane every
我要一週做一支影片。我不知道為什麼我這麼說。我開始尋找故事和大冒險，更多時候是平凡的每一天
day I didn't want to think too much about it I just wanted to do something that I loved and to get in touch with my self-expression again without being
我不想想太多，我只想做我喜歡的事，重新接觸我的自我表達，不被外在影響所左右
affected by external influences and for the most part it worked I felt excited about making things again and I finally found something that felt like me but even with all this new found resolve
大部分時候這確實有效。我又對創作感到興奮了，我終於找到了感覺像是我的東西。但即使有了這些新發現的決心
there were still some things that were unexpected oh no this is a good idea why oh my God it's open already to say I learned a lot on this journey would be an
仍然有一些意想不到的事情。噢不，這是個好主意，為什麼...天哪它已經打開了！說我在這段旅程中學到了很多
understatement it was somewhere between the late nights Miss deadlines and generally trying to keep up that I quickly figured out that this was different than anything else I've attempted
真是輕描淡寫。在那些熬夜、錯過截止日期、以及試圖跟上的過程中，我很快就發現這和我之前嘗試的任何事情都不一樣
before I went from creating ever so often to every single day and despite my best efforts to feel prepar going into each new story there were times where it
我從偶爾創作變成每天都在創作。儘管我盡最大努力為每個新故事做準備，有時候事情
didn't happen like that at all whether schedules would change shots wouldn't work out or inspiration suddenly falling flat it's cold it's so cold it's cold but despite those things it forced me to
根本不是那樣發生的。不管是時程改變、拍攝不順利、還是靈感突然枯竭。好冷，好冷，好冷。但儘管如此，這迫使我
think of Creative Solutions make decisions quickly and just Embrace what was in front of me and let things unfold for itself I feel like I've been in like random ass locations this entire video
想出創意解決方案、快速做決定、接受眼前的一切，讓事情自然展開。我覺得這整支影片我都在一些奇怪的地點
and honestly it that's what's happening it was invaluable to experiment with different formats and stories you get to see what sticks and what doesn't you let go of imperfections often and learn more
老實說，這就是正在發生的事。嘗試不同的格式和故事是非常寶貴的，你可以看到什麼行得通什麼行不通，你經常放下不完美，每次都學到更多
about your process each time it was the most videos I've ever made and the most s I've ever lost but for once it was also the most something had ever felt
關於你的過程。這是我做過最多的影片，也是我睡眠最少的時候，但這也是第一次有什麼東西感覺這麼對
right I did not reach my original goal of making something every single week but if I didn't set my goal that high I wouldn't have even made half of what I
我沒有達到每週做一支的原始目標，但如果我沒有把目標定那麼高，我連一半都做不到
did but as usual we overestimate what we can do in a week but underestimate what we can achieve in a year I always thought there was a beauty to
但一如往常，我們高估了一週能做的事，卻低估了一年能達成的成就。我一直覺得記錄生活有一種美
documenting your life to have an archive of memories to look back on to remember how you felt in that moment it taught me that there was always still more to go and that life
有一個回憶檔案可以回顧，記住你在那個時刻的感受。這教會我總是還有更多要走，生活流逝得很快，不管你準備好了沒有
moves fast whether or not you're ready for it at the beginning of this challenge I said I wanted to live like the main character and romanticize as much of the ordinary as I
在這個挑戰開始時，我說我想像主角一樣生活，盡可能把平凡浪漫化
could there is no way I could have known at the time but this idea was about to change my life I saw stories in the ordinary the
當時我不可能知道，但這個想法即將改變我的生活。我在平凡中看到故事
Magic in the mundane did things I was always shy to and lived how I always wanted to even some things I could have never believed and found a little bit
在平凡中發現魔法，做了我一直害羞去做的事，過著我一直想要的生活，甚至是一些我從未相信的事，每次都發現更多一點的自己
more of myself each time in between there's only a handful of times we feel this innate tug towards an idea and R still are the moments we choose to follow
我們一生中只有少數幾次會對一個想法有這種本能的牽引，更罕見的是我們選擇跟隨的時刻
it and even then we'll fail and almost quit a dozen times but all it takes is to show up the next day till something finally clicks all in all looking back
即便如此，我們還是會失敗，幾乎放棄十幾次，但只需要隔天出現，直到某件事終於成功。總的來說回顧
at the past year observing my relationship with creating and how that has evolved from what it was I found the things I actually really love to make I understand myself much
過去這一年，觀察我與創作的關係以及它如何從最初演變，我找到了我真正喜歡做的東西，我更了解自己
more as an artist as a person how I like to create and how I don't and what I would do different going forward and I wouldn't have done any of
作為藝術家、作為一個人、我喜歡怎麼創作、不喜歡怎麼創作、以及我未來會做什麼不同的事。如果我一直只做我知道的事，我不會做任何
that if I always just stuck to what I knew but as always what we fear doing most is usually what we most need to do I had no idea that one small
這些。但一如往常，我們最害怕做的事通常是我們最需要做的事。我不知道一個小小的
commitment would lead to the most craziest year of my life but whatever forces were behind that I'm glad I listened I don't know if I will ever
承諾會導致我人生中最瘋狂的一年，但不管背後是什麼力量，我很高興我聽了。我不知道我是否能
truly be able to express how I feel about this all so you're just going to have to take my word for it but for what it's worth know the weight is for a
真正表達我對這一切的感受，所以你只能相信我的話。但不管怎樣，要知道等待是有原因的
reason the risk will be worth it and you never really know what will work until you do it hello here we are I know this video was
冒險是值得的，你永遠不知道什麼會成功，直到你去做。嗨，我們來了。我知道這支影片
supposed to come out a while ago but we got there in the end and I just wanted to come on here and say thank you for the past year honestly it has been the
應該更早出來，但我們最終還是做到了。我只是想來這裡說聲謝謝過去這一年。老實說這是
most surreal time of my life and I could not have asked for a more supportive audience throughout it all it made creating on here such a joy and all the
我人生中最超現實的時期，我不可能要求一個更支持我的觀眾。這讓在這裡創作成為一種樂趣，所有的
support was so encouraging every time I want to try something new throughout the year and experiment we started off this challenge at 7,000 subscribers and it is just insane to say that there's over
支持在我全年想嘗試新東西和實驗時都非常鼓勵。我們開始這個挑戰時有 7,000 訂閱者，現在說有超過
700,000 of you now but I'm very excited for the next chapter and all the things that I have up my sleeve I got some I
700,000 個你們真是太瘋狂了。但我對下一章和我袖子裡的所有東西都非常興奮。我有一些
got some ideas so I just want to come on here and say from the bottom of my heart thank you for such an amazing year like I could not have even imagined what was
想法，所以我只是想來這裡發自內心地說謝謝你們這麼精彩的一年，我連想都想不到會發生什麼
going to happen um but if you've been following along then we know that it's been it's been quite the ride but for now in the meantime you can find me on
但如果你一直在關注，那我們都知道這真的是一段旅程。但現在在此同時，你可以在
Instagram at life of Frieza and I will see you in the next season
Instagram 上找到我 @lifeofFrieza，我們下一季見