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I love alone time. I love it so freaking much. I lived alone for 2 years and I could have kept doing it, but I met a
我愛獨處時間。我太愛它了。我獨自生活了 2 年，我可以繼續這樣做，但我遇到了一個
boy and I freaking moved in with him.
男孩，我該死地搬去和他一起住了。
And that boy doesn't leave very often cuz he likes me and my presence or something. So, in the now 5 years that we've been cohabitating, I have had two
那個男孩不經常離開，因為他喜歡我和我的存在或什麼的。所以，在我們現在同居的 5 年中，我有兩個
weekends where he has been gone. And this weekend is the third weekend ever.
週末他不在。這個週末是第三個週末。
So, I thought I'd just show you guys what I do when I'm boyless. Well, not totally boilless because Goose is here, but like human boyless. So, we'll yap a
所以，我想我只是向你們展示當我沒有男孩時我做什麼。好吧，不完全沒有男孩，因為 Goose 在這裡，但就像沒有人類男孩。所以，我們會聊
bit about how I keep my alone time fun, not lonely, and how I've learned to live with someone as an anxious introvert who thought she would live alone forever.
一點關於我如何保持我的獨處時間有趣，不孤獨，以及我如何學會作為一個焦慮的內向者與某人一起生活，她認為她會永遠獨自生活。
So, it'll be fun. It'll be chill. Um, I'm pretty sure that my anxiety meds are starting to work because watching this back, I was like, "Wow, look at me. I'm
所以，它會很有趣。它會很冷靜。嗯，我相當確定我的焦慮藥物開始起作用了，因為回看這個，我說，「哇，看看我。我
jubilant." One might say, "I'm carefree." So anyways, if you need an anxious but not as anxious anymore because she's medicated now friend in her late 20s who has a dog, then stick
興高採烈。」有人可能會說，「我無憂無慮。」所以無論如何，如果你需要一個焦慮但不再那麼焦慮，因為她現在服藥了，20 多歲後期的朋友，她有一隻狗，那麼留下來
around. I would love to get to know you. Hey friends. Um, I'm alone this weekend. I'm all alone. There's no one there beside me. Honestly, I wasn't
吧。我很想認識你。嘿，朋友們。嗯，我這個週末一個人。我完全一個人。我旁邊沒有人。老實說，我沒有
planning to vlog this weekend, but I woke up this morning. I took Goose on a nice walk. There was nobody about.
計劃這個週末拍日誌，但我今天早上醒來。我帶 Goose 去了一個很好的散步。沒有人在外面。
Nobody out and about. It was just me and my dog and and the birds chirping and um like probably some of the air pollution, but oh my god, it was lovely. Now I'm
沒有人在外面走動。只有我和我的狗，還有鳥兒在鳴叫，嗯，可能還有一些空氣污染，但哦，天哪，它很可愛。現在我在
doing a little walk. I feel good. I feel good. And I was like, let's hang out with my friends. Let's hang out with my friends. Even though I'm spending the
做一個小散步。我感覺很好。我感覺很好。我說，讓我們和我的朋友們一起玩。讓我們和我的朋友們一起玩。即使我花費
weekend alone, let's spend it alone with you. But I feel good. And uh you know, nobody knows how long this feeling is going to last. It'd be very different in
週末一個人，讓我們和你一起一個人度過。但我感覺很好。嗯，你知道，沒有人知道這個感覺會持續多久。它會非常不同，在
about 10 minutes, but we're going to hang on to it. Someone outside just saw me talking to myself. No, I could be FaceTiming someone. I could be
大約 10 分鐘，但我們要堅持它。外面有人剛剛看到我對自己說話。不，我可能在和某人 FaceTime。我可能在
FaceTiming someone, but I don't know. I need to hear about what people think. David always laughs at me because I drink my protein shakes in like three
和某人 FaceTime，但我不知道。我需要聽到人們的想法。David 總是笑我，因為我喝我的蛋白質奶昔像三個
different stages. Like, I'll drink a little bit, then a little more, then a little more. or it lasts me like 3 days.
不同的階段。就像，我會喝一點，然後多一點，然後多一點。或者它持續我像 3 天。
He's like, "You're just supposed to drink the whole thing at the same time." You get the 20 g of protein and I was like, I like to ration it. Just the idea
他說，「你只是應該同時喝完整個東西。」你得到 20 克蛋白質，我說，我喜歡配給它。只是想法
of chugging this whole thing at once seems like a waste. I know either way it's the same amount of protein and drinking less, I'm getting less protein,
一次大口喝完整個東西似乎浪費。我知道無論哪種方式，它是相同數量的蛋白質，喝得更少，我得到更少的蛋白質，
but it feels like I'm getting more. It is time to take a shower so that we are clean and we don't look like they don't.
但感覺我得到更多。是時候洗澡了，這樣我們是乾淨的，我們看起來不像他們不。
Hey, please don't peek. It's rude.
嘿，請不要偷看。這很粗魯。
So, I've been trying out this thing.
所以，我一直在試這個東西。
When I wash my hair, instead of washing it with shampoo first and then conditioning last, I've been conditioning first then shampooing cuz I saw somewhere that doing that for people
當我洗頭髮時，與其先用洗髮精洗，然後最後護髮，我一直在先護髮，然後洗髮，因為我在某處看到，對
with fine hair, it can make your hair look fuller and I feel like it does really help. I don't know how healthy it is, so I don't do it every time, but it
細髮的人這樣做，它可以使你的頭髮看起來更豐滿，我覺得它真的很有幫助。我不知道它有多健康，所以我不每次都做，但它
definitely gives my hair some more floof. Also, my usual face cleanser.
肯定給我的頭髮一些更多的蓬鬆。還有，我通常的臉部潔面乳。
This one from Vers. They discontinued it on their website. So, the only place I can find it now is Amazon, but I'm trying to buy less from Amazon. So, I'm
這個來自 Vers。他們在他們的網站上停產了它。所以，我現在能找到它的唯一地方是 Amazon，但我試圖少從 Amazon 買。所以，我
trying I've been trying a new cleanser.
在試，我一直在試一個新的潔面乳。
It's from a Korean skin care brand, which I've heard that they're they're the best. I've been using it for like 3 days, and actually, I do think it's
它來自一個韓國護膚品牌，我聽說它們是最好的。我已經使用它像 3 天了，實際上，我確實認為它
really making a big difference. It is called Miracle Acne Clear Foam. 30 days.
真的產生了很大的差異。它被稱為 Miracle Acne Clear Foam。30 天。
So, I assume it takes 30 days to perform a miracle on your face. I don't know why that sounded a little sexual. It smells a little medicine-in-y. I think that's
所以，我假設它需要 30 天來在你的臉上執行一個奇蹟。我不知道為什麼那聽起來有點性。它聞起來有點藥味。我認為那是
because of the tea tree oil, though. But right here on my forehead, you can't really tell cuz there's cleanser on it right now. Hold on. I'm going to show
因為茶樹油，雖然。但在這裡，在我的額頭上，你不能真的告訴，因為現在上面有潔面乳。等等。我要展示
you. I'm going to show you the improvements I've noticed. Okay, so my forehead, you can see like there's still a little there's some remnants of spots,
你。我要向你展示我注意到的改善。好吧，所以我的額頭，你可以看到像仍然有一點，有一些斑點的殘留，
but this whole thing was really congested just two days ago, and now it's it's like way smoother. I'm recognizing it doesn't look smooth and it probably doesn't look smooth to you
但整個東西在兩天前真的堵塞了，現在它，它像更光滑得多。我認識到它看起來不光滑，它可能對你來說看起來不光滑
guys, but I saw the before and the before tells me that now it's much smoother. So, one thing about me is that if I'm going to have a nice relaxing
大家，但我看到了之前和之前告訴我現在更光滑得多。所以，關於我的一件事是，如果我要有一個很好的放鬆
day, I have to have it all scheduled out. Otherwise, I will just get stuck scrolling on my phone all day.
天，我必須把它全部安排出來。否則，我只會整天卡在滑手機上。
overwhelmed with all my options. So, here's my super chill day planned down to the minute. I woke up early, so I took Goose out a little early and then I
被我的所有選項壓倒。所以，這是我超級冷靜的一天，計劃到分鐘。我早起了，所以我早一點帶 Goose 出去，然後我
fit in a workout that was in my schedule, but now I'm kind of behind schedule cuz I wanted to go to the farmers market, but I was like, let me
安排了一個在我的時間表中的運動，但現在我有點落後時間表，因為我想去農夫市場，但我說，讓我
see if I can get my monthly tea done for Patreon first cuz I think I can do that in less than an hour and then we'll be
看看我是否可以先為 Patreon 完成我的月度茶，因為我認為我可以在不到一個小時內完成那個，然後我們會
kind of back on track. It's a little neurotic, but it I found that it's the only way that I can achieve some sort of balance in my life. Hey, speaking of
有點回到正軌。這有點神經質，但我發現這是我能在生活中實現某種平衡的唯一方式。嘿，說到
balancing life, you know what? You need to live food. Shopping for food can be really freaking annoying though. But you know what makes less annoying? Doing it
平衡生活，你知道嗎？你需要生活食物。購物食物可能真的該死地煩人，雖然。但你知道什麼讓它不那麼煩人？從
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they have so many delicious options. I got all the ingredients for this lentil shephardd's pie recipe that we like to make for dinner. And then they also had
他們有這麼多美味的選項。我得到了所有這個扁豆牧羊人派食譜的食材，我們喜歡為晚餐做。然後他們也有
a lot of our usual weekly staples. They had red pepper hummus. I can incorporate it into breakfast, lunch, dinner, a snack, anything. It's so versatile.
很多我們通常每週的主食。他們有紅椒鷹嘴豆泥。我可以把它融入早餐、午餐、晚餐、點心，任何東西。它如此多功能。
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食材製作的。我在我的生活中嘗試過很多，很多黑巧克力。我每天至少有一塊黑巧克力。有人可能稱那個為成癮，
but I like to think of it as a passion.
但我喜歡把它想成一個熱情。
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但如果你喜歡黑巧克力，你不是對榛子致命過敏，你喜歡享受生活，我會強烈推薦嘗試這些巧克力
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做，那麼你可以使用我的代碼 Morgan 15X2，在你的前兩個 35 美元或更多的訂單中每個減 15 美元。條款和條件適用。好吧，所以查看
them out and thank you Misfits Market for sponsoring today's video. Now I just need to put all of you away, which I will have the energy to do because I
它們，謝謝 Misfits Market 贊助今天的影片。現在我只是需要把你們全部收起來，我會有力氣做，因為我
didn't have to go to the store. Okay, so I want to go to the farmers market. It closes in 40 minutes. I think that's enough time for me to get there. I want
不必去商店。好吧，所以我想去農夫市場。它在 40 分鐘內關閉。我認為那對我來說有足夠的時間到達那裡。我想
to get some flowers because this place is flowerless and it's making me sad cuz it's spring and you just you need flowers in spring. You don't. It's a
買一些花，因為這個地方沒有花，它讓我難過，因為這是春天，你只是，你在春天需要花。你不。它是一個
first world problem for sure. But I I just I want to get some freaking flowers.
第一世界問題，肯定。但我，我只是，我想買一些該死的花。
What colors do you like? All of these look lovely. Maybe some pinks. Thank you for being You want like I'll do I'll do the three for 15. Okay. Like something
你喜歡什麼顏色？所有這些看起來都很可愛。也許一些粉紅色。謝謝你。你想要，就像我會做，我會做三個 15。好吧。像某物
that's opening. It can be getting ready to open. This is growing. Okay. Okay.
正在開放。它可能準備開放。這正在成長。好吧。好吧。
That's one. Oh, look at this. This is That's a good one. Oh, it's gorgeous.
那是一個。哦，看看這個。這是，那是一個好的。哦，它很華麗。
Don't you think? I trust your opinion. I mean, this one's I think this one is going to just blow your mind. Okay. And they smell wonderful. Awesome. And they
你不認為嗎？我信任你的意見。我的意思是，這個，我認為這個會只是讓你驚艷。好吧。它們聞起來很棒。太棒了。它們
make you smile. So, there you go. Yeah.
讓你微笑。所以，給你。是的。
That's what I needed a little bit of today in the home. That's what I like about PE season is everybody comes along. No matter what's going on,
那是我今天在家需要的一點。那是我喜歡 PE 季節的地方，是每個人都來了。無論發生什麼，
they're like h end of May, beginning of summer, people are getting their their mood back. Yeah. They're Yeah. All right. Thank you guys. Thank you so
他們像，嗯，五月底，夏天開始，人們正在恢復他們的心情。是的。他們，是的。好吧。謝謝大家。謝謝如此
Okay, I got some flowers. They're peies.
好吧，我買了一些花。它們是牡丹。
I didn't know what pees were until about 10 minutes ago. But apparently, I'm pretty sure they're like the only thing that's in season right now for picked
我不知道牡丹是什麼，直到大約 10 分鐘前。但顯然，我相當確定它們像現在唯一當季的採摘
flowers cuz it was the only thing that anybody had. Where are the scissors? Okay, I guess we're ripping this open. They're kind of expensive. It
花，因為它是任何人有的唯一東西。剪刀在哪裡？好吧，我想我們要撕開這個。它們有點貴。它
was $15 for three of them. I definitely could have gotten cheaper flowers at this store, but the lady I bought them from, she's so nice. I've gotten plants
是 15 美元三個。我肯定可以在這個商店買到更便宜的花，但我從她買的那個女士，她太好了。我從她那裡買過植物
from her before, like house plants and whatnot, and her stuff is always really good quality. So, I was like, I trust that your peies are going to be lovely.
以前，像室內植物和什麼的，她的東西總是真的高品質。所以，我說，我信任你的牡丹會很可愛。
Here they are. Let's get you guys into a vase. So, my perfect formula for a weekend alone is one-third true alone time, i.e. being by yourself at home.
它們在這裡。讓我們把你們放進花瓶。所以，我一個人週末的完美公式是三分之一真正的獨處時間，即在家一個人。
One/3 alone time around strangers. So, being by yourself in public, on a walk, at a cafe, shopping, etc. and one-third intentional human interaction. So hanging out with a friend, FaceTiming
三分之一在陌生人身邊的獨處時間。所以，在公共場合一個人，在散步時，在咖啡館，購物，等等。三分之一有意的人類互動。所以和朋友一起玩，FaceTime
someone, or even taking a class. Just something where you are likely to have a conversation with someone because this is going to prevent you from feeling too
某人，甚至上課。只是某物，你很可能會與某人進行對話，因為這會防止你感覺太
hermety during your alone time. Now, my human interaction this weekend was going to be hanging out with friends this evening, but everyone's schedules during the day were a little different and
隱居在你的獨處時間。現在，我這個週末的人類互動將是今晚和朋友一起玩，但每個人在白天的時間表有點不同，
coordinating something was getting a tad convoluted, so we had to call it. But good news was I had the whole evening to myself and no longer had to rush through
協調某事變得有點複雜，所以我們必須取消它。但好消息是我有整個晚上給自己，不再必須匆忙完成
my list. So, I have a video I need to film for a brand, which should take me about an hour or two. I know that's
我的清單。所以，我有一個我需要為一個品牌拍攝的影片，這應該花我大約一個小時或兩個小時。我知道那是
technically work. It's not exactly relaxing. It's not hard work, though.
技術上工作。它不完全放鬆。它不是艱苦的工作，雖然。
And then after I do that, hopefully I'll be able to do some outside things. It's kind of cold today, though. I went when I went to the farmers market, I was
然後在我做那個之後，希望我能夠做一些外面的事情。雖然今天有點冷。當我去農夫市場時，我是
like, I can't wait to feel the warm sun on my skin infiltrating my body. And I got outside and I was like, ah, it's chilly. Why is it still chilly? So, I
像，我等不及要感覺溫暖的陽光在我的皮膚上，滲透我的身體。我出去了，我說，啊，它很冷。為什麼它仍然很冷？所以，我
just like I want to feel warm so badly, but I keep having to wear jackets and coats outside. It's sunny, though. I want to take Goose to one of his
只是，我想如此糟糕地感覺溫暖，但我一直必須在外面穿夾克和外套。雖然是晴天。我想帶 Goose 去他的一個
favorite places this afternoon. But okay, let me I'm going to get some work done and then we'll reconvene. So, I finished filming my video and then I decided I should take
最喜歡的地方，今天下午。但好吧，讓我，我要完成一些工作，然後我們會重新集合。所以，我完成了拍攝我的影片，然後我決定我應該帶
this guy on a little adventure while it's still kind of warm out. It's barely been 60°. Anyways, I came into my bedroom and he was snoozing and I was
這個傢伙去一個小冒險，當它仍然有點溫暖時。它幾乎沒有 60 度。無論如何，我走進我的臥室，他在打盹，我是
like, he looks so peaceful. I don't want to disturb him. And then I was like, "What if I was that peaceful?" And then I laid down next to him and we took a
像，他看起來如此平靜。我不想打擾他。然後我說，「如果我那麼平靜呢？」然後我躺在他旁邊，我們一起
20-minute nap together. He's still snoozing.
睡了 20 分鐘。他還在打盹。
Little sleepy angel. Do you want to go on a walk? You're so an adventure, bud. Let's go.
小睏天使。你想去散步嗎？你如此，一個冒險，夥伴。讓我們走吧。
I decided to take Goose to his favorite store, partially so he could get a treat and some pets. And partly because I saw a watercolor book there the other week
我決定帶 Goose 去他最喜歡的商店，部分這樣他可以得到一個點心和一些撫摸。部分因為我上週在那裡看到一本水彩書
and I almost impulse purchased it because I was like I can get into watercolor painting. And then I was like wait let's hold on that because there's
我幾乎衝動購買了它，因為我說我可以進入水彩畫。然後我說，等等，讓我們堅持那個，因為有
a lot of things we think we could get into and then 2 days later we are no longer into that thing. But it's been a
很多我們認為我們可以進入的事情，然後 2 天後我們不再進入那個東西。但它已經
week and I could still picture myself watercolor painting on my balcony on a sunny day with my hair blowing in the wind like a modern-day urban artistic
一個星期了，我仍然可以想像自己在一個陽光明媚的日子在我的陽臺上水彩畫，我的頭髮在風中飄揚，像一個現代城市藝術
Rapunzel. So I wanted to go secure it.
長髮公主。所以我想去確保它。
And Goose of course needed a treat for coming with me. Hi. Could he possibly get a treat?
當然，Goose 需要一個點心，因為和我一起來。嗨。他可能得到一個點心嗎？
Oh my goodness. How are you getting There you go. There you go.
哦，天哪。你怎麼得到，給你。給你。
There you go. No, I don't have any more.
給你。不，我沒有更多了。
I don't have anymore. Thank you for saying hi. Thank you for saying hi. Oh, you're supposed to be back here. Don't forget your own.
我沒有更多了。謝謝你說嗨。謝謝你說嗨。哦，你應該回到這裡。不要忘記你自己的。
I am one though. Oh, he might as well be. Thank you. Thank you. You're a good guy. Okay, good.
我是一個，雖然。哦，他可能是。謝謝。謝謝。你是一個好人。好吧，好。
Hey sir, thank you for a mostly well behaved walk.
嘿，先生，謝謝你一個大部分表現良好的散步。
Oh my god. I can't see. I can't see. So, I realized it was already 3:30 and I still hadn't eaten lunch. Okay. Bye, Goose. I'm having some guoza. No,
哦，天哪。我看不見。我看不見。所以，我意識到已經 3:30 了，我仍然沒有吃午餐。好吧。再見，Goose。我在吃一些鍋貼。不，
sir. Good. I didn't even know what guoza was up until like a year ago. David introduced it to me. David introduced me to a lot of foods. I'm kind of
先生。好。我甚至不知道鍋貼是什麼，直到像一年前。David 向我介紹了它。David 向我介紹了很多食物。我有點
embarrassed to say that I had a pretty narrow palette before him. He introduced me to Thai food, to sushi. I mean, he didn't introduce me to them. I knew they
尷尬地說，在他之前我有一個相當狹窄的味覺。他向我介紹了泰國菜，壽司。我的意思是，他沒有向我介紹它們。我知道它們
existed. I just I didn't have them. They scared me. I never really knew what to get. I thought they involved a lot of weird textures, especially sushi. I got
存在。我只是，我沒有它們。它們嚇到我了。我從來真的不知道要點什麼。我認為它們涉及很多奇怪的質地，特別是壽司。我得到
sushi once when I was in high school when I was living in Michigan and it's the only food that I've ever physically gagged on when trying. So, I thought
壽司一次，當我在高中時，當我住在密西根時，它是我曾經在嘗試時身體上作嘔的唯一食物。所以，我認為
that sushi just wasn't for me. But, I think it's just that I tried sushi in Michigan in the middle of nowhere. Like, it probably just wasn't great sushi or
壽司只是不適合我。但是，我認為只是我在密西根在中間沒有地方的地方嘗試了壽司。就像，它可能只是不是很好的壽司或
just my taste palette wasn't ready for it yet. Okay, it's actually kind of hot just sitting in the sun. This would actually be a good day to tan because I
只是我的味覺還沒有準備好。好吧，它實際上坐在陽光下有點熱。這實際上會是一個曬太陽的好日子，因為我
wouldn't start sweating balls out here.
不會開始在這裡流汗。
Hey, Lush, can you sit? You're kind of taking up a lot of the camera space.
嘿，Lush，你能坐嗎？你佔用了很多相機空間。
which is fine cuz we all know you're more handsome than me, but it's good to share. I got this watercolor art book at the store we
這很好，因為我們都知道你比我更帥，但分享是好的。我在我們
stopped at. Always thought it'd be cool to do watercolor or or just like any kind of painting. So, I think I'm going to try to attempt one of these. This one
停下的商店買了這本水彩藝術書。總是認為做水彩或只是像任何種類的繪畫會很酷。所以，我想我要試著嘗試這些之一。這個
looks relatively easy. This one would probably be easier, but it's less exciting. I want to do something more exciting.
看起來相對容易。這個可能更容易，但它不太令人興奮。我想做一些更令人興奮的。
Change of plans. My friend texted me as I was halfway through my watercolor painting and asked me if I wanted to go grab a drink. So, that's what I'm doing
計劃改變。我的朋友在我完成我的水彩畫一半時發簡訊給我，問我是否想去喝一杯。所以，這就是我正在做的
now. I honestly was looking forward to spending the evening in and the sun was shining perfectly on my balcony. Oh my god, it was so warm. It was warming my
現在。老實說，我期待在裡面度過晚上，太陽完美地照在我的陽臺上。哦，天哪，它如此溫暖。它正在溫暖我的
body. It was warming my soul. It was warming my eyeballs, my armpits, all of it. But the friend that texted me, she's moving soon. So, I feel like I can't
身體。它正在溫暖我的靈魂。它正在溫暖我的眼球，我的腋窩，所有的一切。但發簡訊給我的朋友，她很快要搬家了。所以，我覺得我不能
like moving like away. Like I have to take the flight to get to her. I can drive, but I don't drive. So, I would take the flight. So, I feel like I need
像搬家，像離開。就像我必須坐飛機去她。我可以開車，但我不開車。所以，我會坐飛機。所以，我覺得我需要
to take whatever opportunity I can to hang out with her. God, what the freaking freak do I wear? Okay. Okay.
利用我能得到的任何機會和她一起玩。天哪，我該死地穿什麼？好吧。好吧。
I'm uh I need to get ready quickly and I can feel the pressure of you watching me. So, hold on. I'll be right back.
我，嗯，我需要快速準備，我可以感覺到你看著我的壓力。所以，等等。我馬上回來。
Okay. Here we are. This is the best I can do. Oh my god. You're really tall.
好吧。我們在這裡。這是我能做的最好的。哦，天哪。你真的很高。
Be shorter. Oh my god. I'm tripping on things. I'm tripping on things. Get out of here. It's kind of a boring outfit.
變矮。哦，天哪。我在絆倒東西。我在絆倒東西。離開這裡。這有點無聊的服裝。
Jeans, boots. It's all neutrals. kind of one of my only options for when it's 55° outside and sunny. It's just like a weird combination of weather. Like I
牛仔褲，靴子。它都是中性的。有點我唯一的選項之一，當外面是 55 度，晴天時。它只是像一個奇怪的天氣組合。就像我
can't really dress summery, but I don't want to dress wintry. So, this is it.
不能真的穿得像夏天，但我不想穿得像冬天。所以，就是這個。
This is the outfit. Soak it in. Memorize it into your retinas cuz we got to go. I'm going to be late.
這是服裝。吸收它。記住它到你的視網膜，因為我們必須走了。我要遲到了。
My sticky boobs are falling down.
我的黏性胸部正在掉下來。
Is it a picture? No, it's a video.
是照片嗎？不，是影片。
I'm home. That was actually the perfect amount of socializing for me today. I think if I hadn't done that, I would feel a little hermity right now. So,
我到家了。那實際上是我今天社交的完美量。我認為如果我沒有做那個，我現在會感覺有點隱居。所以，
that was great. I got back about 20 minutes ago. I took Goose out so he can make a pee pee. And now I'm in my
那很棒。我大約 20 分鐘前回來了。我帶 Goose 出去，這樣他可以小便。現在我在我的
comfies and it's 9:00 p.m. And I am thrilled about that. I know my face isn't giving thrilled. To be honest, it's pretty rare that it ever gives
舒適衣服中，現在是晚上 9:00。我對此感到興奮。我知道我的臉沒有給出興奮。老實說，它很少給出
thrilled, but I feel thrilled. The place that my friend and I went to, I'd never been there before. I'd never even heard of it. It was the cutest freaking place.
興奮，但我感覺興奮。我的朋友和我去的地方，我從未去過那裡。我甚至從未聽說過它。它是最可愛的該死的地方。
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I love alone time. I love it so freaking much. I lived alone for 2 years and I could have kept doing it, but I met a
我愛獨處時間。我太愛它了。我獨自生活了 2 年，我可以繼續這樣做，但我遇到了一個
boy and I freaking moved in with him.
男孩，我該死地搬去和他一起住了。
And that boy doesn't leave very often cuz he likes me and my presence or something. So, in the now 5 years that we've been cohabitating, I have had two
那個男孩不經常離開，因為他喜歡我和我的存在或什麼的。所以，在我們現在同居的 5 年中，我有兩個
weekends where he has been gone. And this weekend is the third weekend ever.
週末他不在。這個週末是第三個週末。
So, I thought I'd just show you guys what I do when I'm boyless. Well, not totally boilless because Goose is here, but like human boyless. So, we'll yap a
所以，我想我只是向你們展示當我沒有男孩時我做什麼。好吧，不完全沒有男孩，因為 Goose 在這裡，但就像沒有人類男孩。所以，我們會聊
bit about how I keep my alone time fun, not lonely, and how I've learned to live with someone as an anxious introvert who thought she would live alone forever.
一點關於我如何保持我的獨處時間有趣，不孤獨，以及我如何學會作為一個焦慮的內向者與某人一起生活，她認為她會永遠獨自生活。
So, it'll be fun. It'll be chill. Um, I'm pretty sure that my anxiety meds are starting to work because watching this back, I was like, "Wow, look at me. I'm
所以，它會很有趣。它會很冷靜。嗯，我相當確定我的焦慮藥物開始起作用了，因為回看這個，我說，「哇，看看我。我
jubilant." One might say, "I'm carefree." So anyways, if you need an anxious but not as anxious anymore because she's medicated now friend in her late 20s who has a dog, then stick
興高採烈。」有人可能會說，「我無憂無慮。」所以無論如何，如果你需要一個焦慮但不再那麼焦慮，因為她現在服藥了，20 多歲後期的朋友，她有一隻狗，那麼留下來
around. I would love to get to know you. Hey friends. Um, I'm alone this weekend. I'm all alone. There's no one there beside me. Honestly, I wasn't
吧。我很想認識你。嘿，朋友們。嗯，我這個週末一個人。我完全一個人。我旁邊沒有人。老實說，我沒有
planning to vlog this weekend, but I woke up this morning. I took Goose on a nice walk. There was nobody about.
計劃這個週末拍日誌，但我今天早上醒來。我帶 Goose 去了一個很好的散步。沒有人在外面。
Nobody out and about. It was just me and my dog and and the birds chirping and um like probably some of the air pollution, but oh my god, it was lovely. Now I'm
沒有人在外面走動。只有我和我的狗，還有鳥兒在鳴叫，嗯，可能還有一些空氣污染，但哦，天哪，它很可愛。現在我在
doing a little walk. I feel good. I feel good. And I was like, let's hang out with my friends. Let's hang out with my friends. Even though I'm spending the
做一個小散步。我感覺很好。我感覺很好。我說，讓我們和我的朋友們一起玩。讓我們和我的朋友們一起玩。即使我花費
weekend alone, let's spend it alone with you. But I feel good. And uh you know, nobody knows how long this feeling is going to last. It'd be very different in
週末一個人，讓我們和你一起一個人度過。但我感覺很好。嗯，你知道，沒有人知道這個感覺會持續多久。它會非常不同，在
about 10 minutes, but we're going to hang on to it. Someone outside just saw me talking to myself. No, I could be FaceTiming someone. I could be
大約 10 分鐘，但我們要堅持它。外面有人剛剛看到我對自己說話。不，我可能在和某人 FaceTime。我可能在
FaceTiming someone, but I don't know. I need to hear about what people think. David always laughs at me because I drink my protein shakes in like three
和某人 FaceTime，但我不知道。我需要聽到人們的想法。David 總是笑我，因為我喝我的蛋白質奶昔像三個
different stages. Like, I'll drink a little bit, then a little more, then a little more. or it lasts me like 3 days.
不同的階段。就像，我會喝一點，然後多一點，然後多一點。或者它持續我像 3 天。
He's like, "You're just supposed to drink the whole thing at the same time." You get the 20 g of protein and I was like, I like to ration it. Just the idea
他說，「你只是應該同時喝完整個東西。」你得到 20 克蛋白質，我說，我喜歡配給它。只是想法
of chugging this whole thing at once seems like a waste. I know either way it's the same amount of protein and drinking less, I'm getting less protein,
一次大口喝完整個東西似乎浪費。我知道無論哪種方式，它是相同數量的蛋白質，喝得更少，我得到更少的蛋白質，
but it feels like I'm getting more. It is time to take a shower so that we are clean and we don't look like they don't.
但感覺我得到更多。是時候洗澡了，這樣我們是乾淨的，我們看起來不像他們不。
Hey, please don't peek. It's rude.
嘿，請不要偷看。這很粗魯。
So, I've been trying out this thing.
所以，我一直在試這個東西。
When I wash my hair, instead of washing it with shampoo first and then conditioning last, I've been conditioning first then shampooing cuz I saw somewhere that doing that for people
當我洗頭髮時，與其先用洗髮精洗，然後最後護髮，我一直在先護髮，然後洗髮，因為我在某處看到，對
with fine hair, it can make your hair look fuller and I feel like it does really help. I don't know how healthy it is, so I don't do it every time, but it
細髮的人這樣做，它可以使你的頭髮看起來更豐滿，我覺得它真的很有幫助。我不知道它有多健康，所以我不每次都做，但它
definitely gives my hair some more floof. Also, my usual face cleanser.
肯定給我的頭髮一些更多的蓬鬆。還有，我通常的臉部潔面乳。
This one from Vers. They discontinued it on their website. So, the only place I can find it now is Amazon, but I'm trying to buy less from Amazon. So, I'm
這個來自 Vers。他們在他們的網站上停產了它。所以，我現在能找到它的唯一地方是 Amazon，但我試圖少從 Amazon 買。所以，我
trying I've been trying a new cleanser.
在試，我一直在試一個新的潔面乳。
It's from a Korean skin care brand, which I've heard that they're they're the best. I've been using it for like 3 days, and actually, I do think it's
它來自一個韓國護膚品牌，我聽說它們是最好的。我已經使用它像 3 天了，實際上，我確實認為它
really making a big difference. It is called Miracle Acne Clear Foam. 30 days.
真的產生了很大的差異。它被稱為 Miracle Acne Clear Foam。30 天。
So, I assume it takes 30 days to perform a miracle on your face. I don't know why that sounded a little sexual. It smells a little medicine-in-y. I think that's
所以，我假設它需要 30 天來在你的臉上執行一個奇蹟。我不知道為什麼那聽起來有點性。它聞起來有點藥味。我認為那是
because of the tea tree oil, though. But right here on my forehead, you can't really tell cuz there's cleanser on it right now. Hold on. I'm going to show
因為茶樹油，雖然。但在這裡，在我的額頭上，你不能真的告訴，因為現在上面有潔面乳。等等。我要展示
you. I'm going to show you the improvements I've noticed. Okay, so my forehead, you can see like there's still a little there's some remnants of spots,
你。我要向你展示我注意到的改善。好吧，所以我的額頭，你可以看到像仍然有一點，有一些斑點的殘留，
but this whole thing was really congested just two days ago, and now it's it's like way smoother. I'm recognizing it doesn't look smooth and it probably doesn't look smooth to you
但整個東西在兩天前真的堵塞了，現在它，它像更光滑得多。我認識到它看起來不光滑，它可能對你來說看起來不光滑
guys, but I saw the before and the before tells me that now it's much smoother. So, one thing about me is that if I'm going to have a nice relaxing
大家，但我看到了之前和之前告訴我現在更光滑得多。所以，關於我的一件事是，如果我要有一個很好的放鬆
day, I have to have it all scheduled out. Otherwise, I will just get stuck scrolling on my phone all day.
天，我必須把它全部安排出來。否則，我只會整天卡在滑手機上。
overwhelmed with all my options. So, here's my super chill day planned down to the minute. I woke up early, so I took Goose out a little early and then I
被我的所有選項壓倒。所以，這是我超級冷靜的一天，計劃到分鐘。我早起了，所以我早一點帶 Goose 出去，然後我
fit in a workout that was in my schedule, but now I'm kind of behind schedule cuz I wanted to go to the farmers market, but I was like, let me
安排了一個在我的時間表中的運動，但現在我有點落後時間表，因為我想去農夫市場，但我說，讓我
see if I can get my monthly tea done for Patreon first cuz I think I can do that in less than an hour and then we'll be
看看我是否可以先為 Patreon 完成我的月度茶，因為我認為我可以在不到一個小時內完成那個，然後我們會
kind of back on track. It's a little neurotic, but it I found that it's the only way that I can achieve some sort of balance in my life. Hey, speaking of
有點回到正軌。這有點神經質，但我發現這是我能在生活中實現某種平衡的唯一方式。嘿，說到
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平衡生活，你知道嗎？你需要生活食物。購物食物可能真的該死地煩人，雖然。但你知道什麼讓它不那麼煩人？從
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they have so many delicious options. I got all the ingredients for this lentil shephardd's pie recipe that we like to make for dinner. And then they also had
他們有這麼多美味的選項。我得到了所有這個扁豆牧羊人派食譜的食材，我們喜歡為晚餐做。然後他們也有
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很多我們通常每週的主食。他們有紅椒鷹嘴豆泥。我可以把它融入早餐、午餐、晚餐、點心，任何東西。它如此多功能。
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食材製作的。我在我的生活中嘗試過很多，很多黑巧克力。我每天至少有一塊黑巧克力。有人可能稱那個為成癮，
but I like to think of it as a passion.
但我喜歡把它想成一個熱情。
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但如果你喜歡黑巧克力，你不是對榛子致命過敏，你喜歡享受生活，我會強烈推薦嘗試這些巧克力
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它們，謝謝 Misfits Market 贊助今天的影片。現在我只是需要把你們全部收起來，我會有力氣做，因為我
didn't have to go to the store. Okay, so I want to go to the farmers market. It closes in 40 minutes. I think that's enough time for me to get there. I want
不必去商店。好吧，所以我想去農夫市場。它在 40 分鐘內關閉。我認為那對我來說有足夠的時間到達那裡。我想
to get some flowers because this place is flowerless and it's making me sad cuz it's spring and you just you need flowers in spring. You don't. It's a
買一些花，因為這個地方沒有花，它讓我難過，因為這是春天，你只是，你在春天需要花。你不。它是一個
first world problem for sure. But I I just I want to get some freaking flowers.
第一世界問題，肯定。但我，我只是，我想買一些該死的花。
What colors do you like? All of these look lovely. Maybe some pinks. Thank you for being You want like I'll do I'll do the three for 15. Okay. Like something
你喜歡什麼顏色？所有這些看起來都很可愛。也許一些粉紅色。謝謝你。你想要，就像我會做，我會做三個 15。好吧。像某物
that's opening. It can be getting ready to open. This is growing. Okay. Okay.
正在開放。它可能準備開放。這正在成長。好吧。好吧。
That's one. Oh, look at this. This is That's a good one. Oh, it's gorgeous.
那是一個。哦，看看這個。這是，那是一個好的。哦，它很華麗。
Don't you think? I trust your opinion. I mean, this one's I think this one is going to just blow your mind. Okay. And they smell wonderful. Awesome. And they
你不認為嗎？我信任你的意見。我的意思是，這個，我認為這個會只是讓你驚艷。好吧。它們聞起來很棒。太棒了。它們
make you smile. So, there you go. Yeah.
讓你微笑。所以，給你。是的。
That's what I needed a little bit of today in the home. That's what I like about PE season is everybody comes along. No matter what's going on,
那是我今天在家需要的一點。那是我喜歡 PE 季節的地方，是每個人都來了。無論發生什麼，
they're like h end of May, beginning of summer, people are getting their their mood back. Yeah. They're Yeah. All right. Thank you guys. Thank you so
他們像，嗯，五月底，夏天開始，人們正在恢復他們的心情。是的。他們，是的。好吧。謝謝大家。謝謝如此
Okay, I got some flowers. They're peies.
好吧，我買了一些花。它們是牡丹。
I didn't know what pees were until about 10 minutes ago. But apparently, I'm pretty sure they're like the only thing that's in season right now for picked
我不知道牡丹是什麼，直到大約 10 分鐘前。但顯然，我相當確定它們像現在唯一當季的採摘
flowers cuz it was the only thing that anybody had. Where are the scissors? Okay, I guess we're ripping this open. They're kind of expensive. It
花，因為它是任何人有的唯一東西。剪刀在哪裡？好吧，我想我們要撕開這個。它們有點貴。它
was $15 for three of them. I definitely could have gotten cheaper flowers at this store, but the lady I bought them from, she's so nice. I've gotten plants
是 15 美元三個。我肯定可以在這個商店買到更便宜的花，但我從她買的那個女士，她太好了。我從她那裡買過植物
from her before, like house plants and whatnot, and her stuff is always really good quality. So, I was like, I trust that your peies are going to be lovely.
以前，像室內植物和什麼的，她的東西總是真的高品質。所以，我說，我信任你的牡丹會很可愛。
Here they are. Let's get you guys into a vase. So, my perfect formula for a weekend alone is one-third true alone time, i.e. being by yourself at home.
它們在這裡。讓我們把你們放進花瓶。所以，我一個人週末的完美公式是三分之一真正的獨處時間，即在家一個人。
One/3 alone time around strangers. So, being by yourself in public, on a walk, at a cafe, shopping, etc. and one-third intentional human interaction. So hanging out with a friend, FaceTiming
三分之一在陌生人身邊的獨處時間。所以，在公共場合一個人，在散步時，在咖啡館，購物，等等。三分之一有意的人類互動。所以和朋友一起玩，FaceTime
someone, or even taking a class. Just something where you are likely to have a conversation with someone because this is going to prevent you from feeling too
某人，甚至上課。只是某物，你很可能會與某人進行對話，因為這會防止你感覺太
hermety during your alone time. Now, my human interaction this weekend was going to be hanging out with friends this evening, but everyone's schedules during the day were a little different and
隱居在你的獨處時間。現在，我這個週末的人類互動將是今晚和朋友一起玩，但每個人在白天的時間表有點不同，
coordinating something was getting a tad convoluted, so we had to call it. But good news was I had the whole evening to myself and no longer had to rush through
協調某事變得有點複雜，所以我們必須取消它。但好消息是我有整個晚上給自己，不再必須匆忙完成
my list. So, I have a video I need to film for a brand, which should take me about an hour or two. I know that's
我的清單。所以，我有一個我需要為一個品牌拍攝的影片，這應該花我大約一個小時或兩個小時。我知道那是
technically work. It's not exactly relaxing. It's not hard work, though.
技術上工作。它不完全放鬆。它不是艱苦的工作，雖然。
And then after I do that, hopefully I'll be able to do some outside things. It's kind of cold today, though. I went when I went to the farmers market, I was
然後在我做那個之後，希望我能夠做一些外面的事情。雖然今天有點冷。當我去農夫市場時，我是
like, I can't wait to feel the warm sun on my skin infiltrating my body. And I got outside and I was like, ah, it's chilly. Why is it still chilly? So, I
像，我等不及要感覺溫暖的陽光在我的皮膚上，滲透我的身體。我出去了，我說，啊，它很冷。為什麼它仍然很冷？所以，我
just like I want to feel warm so badly, but I keep having to wear jackets and coats outside. It's sunny, though. I want to take Goose to one of his
只是，我想如此糟糕地感覺溫暖，但我一直必須在外面穿夾克和外套。雖然是晴天。我想帶 Goose 去他的一個
favorite places this afternoon. But okay, let me I'm going to get some work done and then we'll reconvene. So, I finished filming my video and then I decided I should take
最喜歡的地方，今天下午。但好吧，讓我，我要完成一些工作，然後我們會重新集合。所以，我完成了拍攝我的影片，然後我決定我應該帶
this guy on a little adventure while it's still kind of warm out. It's barely been 60°. Anyways, I came into my bedroom and he was snoozing and I was
這個傢伙去一個小冒險，當它仍然有點溫暖時。它幾乎沒有 60 度。無論如何，我走進我的臥室，他在打盹，我是
like, he looks so peaceful. I don't want to disturb him. And then I was like, "What if I was that peaceful?" And then I laid down next to him and we took a
像，他看起來如此平靜。我不想打擾他。然後我說，「如果我那麼平靜呢？」然後我躺在他旁邊，我們一起
20-minute nap together. He's still snoozing.
睡了 20 分鐘。他還在打盹。
Little sleepy angel. Do you want to go on a walk? You're so an adventure, bud. Let's go.
小睏天使。你想去散步嗎？你如此，一個冒險，夥伴。讓我們走吧。
I decided to take Goose to his favorite store, partially so he could get a treat and some pets. And partly because I saw a watercolor book there the other week
我決定帶 Goose 去他最喜歡的商店，部分這樣他可以得到一個點心和一些撫摸。部分因為我上週在那裡看到一本水彩書
and I almost impulse purchased it because I was like I can get into watercolor painting. And then I was like wait let's hold on that because there's
我幾乎衝動購買了它，因為我說我可以進入水彩畫。然後我說，等等，讓我們堅持那個，因為有
a lot of things we think we could get into and then 2 days later we are no longer into that thing. But it's been a
很多我們認為我們可以進入的事情，然後 2 天後我們不再進入那個東西。但它已經
week and I could still picture myself watercolor painting on my balcony on a sunny day with my hair blowing in the wind like a modern-day urban artistic
一個星期了，我仍然可以想像自己在一個陽光明媚的日子在我的陽臺上水彩畫，我的頭髮在風中飄揚，像一個現代城市藝術
Rapunzel. So I wanted to go secure it.
長髮公主。所以我想去確保它。
And Goose of course needed a treat for coming with me. Hi. Could he possibly get a treat?
當然，Goose 需要一個點心，因為和我一起來。嗨。他可能得到一個點心嗎？
Oh my goodness. How are you getting There you go. There you go.
哦，天哪。你怎麼得到，給你。給你。
There you go. No, I don't have any more.
給你。不，我沒有更多了。
I don't have anymore. Thank you for saying hi. Thank you for saying hi. Oh, you're supposed to be back here. Don't forget your own.
我沒有更多了。謝謝你說嗨。謝謝你說嗨。哦，你應該回到這裡。不要忘記你自己的。
I am one though. Oh, he might as well be. Thank you. Thank you. You're a good guy. Okay, good.
我是一個，雖然。哦，他可能是。謝謝。謝謝。你是一個好人。好吧，好。
Hey sir, thank you for a mostly well behaved walk.
嘿，先生，謝謝你一個大部分表現良好的散步。
Oh my god. I can't see. I can't see. So, I realized it was already 3:30 and I still hadn't eaten lunch. Okay. Bye, Goose. I'm having some guoza. No,
哦，天哪。我看不見。我看不見。所以，我意識到已經 3:30 了，我仍然沒有吃午餐。好吧。再見，Goose。我在吃一些鍋貼。不，
sir. Good. I didn't even know what guoza was up until like a year ago. David introduced it to me. David introduced me to a lot of foods. I'm kind of
先生。好。我甚至不知道鍋貼是什麼，直到像一年前。David 向我介紹了它。David 向我介紹了很多食物。我有點
embarrassed to say that I had a pretty narrow palette before him. He introduced me to Thai food, to sushi. I mean, he didn't introduce me to them. I knew they
尷尬地說，在他之前我有一個相當狹窄的味覺。他向我介紹了泰國菜，壽司。我的意思是，他沒有向我介紹它們。我知道它們
existed. I just I didn't have them. They scared me. I never really knew what to get. I thought they involved a lot of weird textures, especially sushi. I got
存在。我只是，我沒有它們。它們嚇到我了。我從來真的不知道要點什麼。我認為它們涉及很多奇怪的質地，特別是壽司。我得到
sushi once when I was in high school when I was living in Michigan and it's the only food that I've ever physically gagged on when trying. So, I thought
壽司一次，當我在高中時，當我住在密西根時，它是我曾經在嘗試時身體上作嘔的唯一食物。所以，我認為
that sushi just wasn't for me. But, I think it's just that I tried sushi in Michigan in the middle of nowhere. Like, it probably just wasn't great sushi or
壽司只是不適合我。但是，我認為只是我在密西根在中間沒有地方的地方嘗試了壽司。就像，它可能只是不是很好的壽司或
just my taste palette wasn't ready for it yet. Okay, it's actually kind of hot just sitting in the sun. This would actually be a good day to tan because I
只是我的味覺還沒有準備好。好吧，它實際上坐在陽光下有點熱。這實際上會是一個曬太陽的好日子，因為我
wouldn't start sweating balls out here.
不會開始在這裡流汗。
Hey, Lush, can you sit? You're kind of taking up a lot of the camera space.
嘿，Lush，你能坐嗎？你佔用了很多相機空間。
which is fine cuz we all know you're more handsome than me, but it's good to share. I got this watercolor art book at the store we
這很好，因為我們都知道你比我更帥，但分享是好的。我在我們
stopped at. Always thought it'd be cool to do watercolor or or just like any kind of painting. So, I think I'm going to try to attempt one of these. This one
停下的商店買了這本水彩藝術書。總是認為做水彩或只是像任何種類的繪畫會很酷。所以，我想我要試著嘗試這些之一。這個
looks relatively easy. This one would probably be easier, but it's less exciting. I want to do something more exciting.
看起來相對容易。這個可能更容易，但它不太令人興奮。我想做一些更令人興奮的。
Change of plans. My friend texted me as I was halfway through my watercolor painting and asked me if I wanted to go grab a drink. So, that's what I'm doing
計劃改變。我的朋友在我完成我的水彩畫一半時發簡訊給我，問我是否想去喝一杯。所以，這就是我正在做的
now. I honestly was looking forward to spending the evening in and the sun was shining perfectly on my balcony. Oh my god, it was so warm. It was warming my
現在。老實說，我期待在裡面度過晚上，太陽完美地照在我的陽臺上。哦，天哪，它如此溫暖。它正在溫暖我的
body. It was warming my soul. It was warming my eyeballs, my armpits, all of it. But the friend that texted me, she's moving soon. So, I feel like I can't
身體。它正在溫暖我的靈魂。它正在溫暖我的眼球，我的腋窩，所有的一切。但發簡訊給我的朋友，她很快要搬家了。所以，我覺得我不能
like moving like away. Like I have to take the flight to get to her. I can drive, but I don't drive. So, I would take the flight. So, I feel like I need
像搬家，像離開。就像我必須坐飛機去她。我可以開車，但我不開車。所以，我會坐飛機。所以，我覺得我需要
to take whatever opportunity I can to hang out with her. God, what the freaking freak do I wear? Okay. Okay.
利用我能得到的任何機會和她一起玩。天哪，我該死地穿什麼？好吧。好吧。
I'm uh I need to get ready quickly and I can feel the pressure of you watching me. So, hold on. I'll be right back.
我，嗯，我需要快速準備，我可以感覺到你看著我的壓力。所以，等等。我馬上回來。
Okay. Here we are. This is the best I can do. Oh my god. You're really tall.
好吧。我們在這裡。這是我能做的最好的。哦，天哪。你真的很高。
Be shorter. Oh my god. I'm tripping on things. I'm tripping on things. Get out of here. It's kind of a boring outfit.
變矮。哦，天哪。我在絆倒東西。我在絆倒東西。離開這裡。這有點無聊的服裝。
Jeans, boots. It's all neutrals. kind of one of my only options for when it's 55° outside and sunny. It's just like a weird combination of weather. Like I
牛仔褲，靴子。它都是中性的。有點我唯一的選項之一，當外面是 55 度，晴天時。它只是像一個奇怪的天氣組合。就像我
can't really dress summery, but I don't want to dress wintry. So, this is it.
不能真的穿得像夏天，但我不想穿得像冬天。所以，就是這個。
This is the outfit. Soak it in. Memorize it into your retinas cuz we got to go. I'm going to be late.
這是服裝。吸收它。記住它到你的視網膜，因為我們必須走了。我要遲到了。
My sticky boobs are falling down.
我的黏性胸部正在掉下來。
Is it a picture? No, it's a video.
是照片嗎？不，是影片。
I'm home. That was actually the perfect amount of socializing for me today. I think if I hadn't done that, I would feel a little hermity right now. So,
我到家了。那實際上是我今天社交的完美量。我認為如果我沒有做那個，我現在會感覺有點隱居。所以，
that was great. I got back about 20 minutes ago. I took Goose out so he can make a pee pee. And now I'm in my
那很棒。我大約 20 分鐘前回來了。我帶 Goose 出去，這樣他可以小便。現在我在我的
comfies and it's 9:00 p.m. And I am thrilled about that. I know my face isn't giving thrilled. To be honest, it's pretty rare that it ever gives
舒適衣服中，現在是晚上 9:00。我對此感到興奮。我知道我的臉沒有給出興奮。老實說，它很少給出
thrilled, but I feel thrilled. The place that my friend and I went to, I'd never been there before. I'd never even heard of it. It was the cutest freaking place.
興奮，但我感覺興奮。我的朋友和我去的地方，我從未去過那裡。我甚至從未聽說過它。它是最可愛的該死的地方。